Saturday 31 October 2009

it's.good.to.be.home.

assalamualaikum...

refer to the title..it's very cliche rite?? but frankly to say, it's the truth!! erm..i'm really happy now.^^

yesterday, my dad came to take me and my cousin. then, we went to ikbn sepang to take my other cousin and next to upm..yup! it's just me , my dad and my cousins!!hik3. the reason is last night after maghrib we were heading to klang where my cousin's (the ikbn one) house. his parents will going to perform haj next monday. so, there will be a kenduri doa selamat to pray for their safety during their journey. insyallah amin...

it's really good to be there with your big family. because 1 month stuck in kmb really made me dizzy and wizzy. no pressure at all. no homework to be think of. no worries!! just keep smiling and helping each other. so, after the kenduri finished, we were doing all works together. yah..all the cleaning things...~ after all the things done, we were leaving at 1 in the morning. everybody was tired and helpless. when we were on the road, everybody slept including me. poor my dad, he had to drive all by himself from klang to cheras...*-*

i remembered when i talked to my cousin when we were taking rest at the kenduri. he was very sleepy as i can see his red eyes. and i say.." mengantuk gila..merah da mata.." then he said, " ni bukan mengantuk, ni sharingan la.." (very funny)^_^.

next day, we're having late breakfast at 10 as everybody still tired except for my mom cause she made the breakfast. then, one of my cousin (sharingan tuu) he wanted to go back to college back early as he said he got something to do. then, my other cousin too. now, there's no cousin here anymore. what i like the most when i got here in my home is the food. having lunch which was ikan keli goreng and pegaga plus sambal belacan and kerabu mangga erm what else..ah ha..ice cream! we do love ice cream!! it was a great feeling!! now you know i'm kind of obsessed with food..haha:) my sister want to capub too. she said she likes to eat petai.she really did!! she's just 7 years old. even i'm the eldest didn't like petai..hoho

okay, that's enough for now. there's something to read. next week tests are waiting for me..biology and chemistry..!!huhu~_~

till the next post..jaa ne!!

Thursday 29 October 2009

haiya~~~

asssalamualaikum...

ahh..penatnya hari ni. actually, aku bukan bersukan pon hari ni. entah la maybe sebab yang paling kukuh ialah kuiz math. wooo nama je kuiz tapi aku rasa macam standardized test. gila susah weyhh..! soalan ada 7 tapi aku tak dapat siapkan 2 soalan kat belakang..ish3 teruk betul aku nih..!! math higher level memang mencabar siott~~ siapa dapat 7 serius semua tabik spring arh!!

lepas je aku hantar kertas yang tak siap tu kat teacher terus aku rasa ringan bahu nih. serius rasa macam merdeka gila!! walaupon tak boleh jawab tapi aku rasa happy sebab dah habis kuiz math tu..hik3. lepas tu, kak ada a.k.a naqibah aku hantar mesej suruh datang usrah pukul 6 suku. aku pon rileks2 la kat dalam bilik. habis je solat asar terus aku terbongkang atas katil. ingat 5.45 nak bangun. sekali aku sedar pukul 6.45!! itu[on nasib baik ayah aku call..tidak..alamatnya maghrib la baru aku bangun. bangun tidur angkat phone terus kena marah dengan ayah sebab tidur lepas asar..hehe. sorry ayah!! lepas tu bila realise pukul 6.45 terus kabut plus gelabah plus takut sebab aku tak pergi usrah..!!! kak ada, saya mintak maap saya tak sengaja..bukan kehendak saya untuk tidur sampai tak pergi usrah akak. saya mintak maap sangat2!!

lagi 1 benda yang aku sedih....aku tak dapat dinner!! dahla makan sedap hari nih. lauk ayam plus aiskrim free!! arhh tidak!! sekarang ni terpaksa la aku melantak biskut IKO roomate aku..ermm biskut pon jadila..janji aku mengunyah!! huhu-_- malam ni ada ceramah..mintak2 la ustaz yang bagi ceramah tu best!!

work aku melambak lagi tak siap..tapi disebabkan dah habis kuiz aku rasa free gila...hik3 hanyamereka yang memahami betapa susahnya math higher level tu yang dapat rasa perasaan tu..hoho

okay, till then jaa~~

problem.yg.x.sudah.

assalamualaikum...

aku sedih sangat sekarang nih...kenapa orang tak boleh paham apa yang aku nak? bodoh gila orang nih..(seriously, aku bengang dgn makhluk nih!!) weyhhh ko tau tak ko dah spoilkan mood aku tiap2 hari!! ko nih takde akal ke ah?? aku tak ganggu ko la weyh~!!

ya allah..
tolonglah aku,
jauhilah aku dari makhluk2 MU ni dari aku..
tolonglah ya allah!!
hanya padamu aku memohon..
perkenanlah doa hamba ini..
sesungguhnya aku tak sanggup untuk melayan semua gangguan ni
ya allah...
kasihanilah hambaMU ni
aku sedang berusaha dan aku pinta pertolongan dariMU untuk memakbulkannya..
amin..
ya rabbal alamin..

actually, aku excited sangat nak cerita something tapi disebabkan problem aku nih. aku terus hilang mood nak cerita. aku rasa marah sangat disebabkan makhluk allah ni, terus kegembiraan aku lenyap macam tu je. kalau boleh aku nak makhluk tu rasa macamana yang aku rasa tapi ALLAH MAHA ADIL MAHA MENGETAHUI. hanya padaNYA aku berserah. korang doakan aku ye..moga makhluk allah ni tak ganggu hidup aku lagi...amin~~

Tuesday 27 October 2009

spoiled.the.moment

post ni untuk aku luahkan rasa marah..so, jangan tanya aku apa2 lepas nih.

sekarang ni..apasal ko nak kacau hidup aku ah?? takde kerja ke?? aku memang geram gila dengan ko...boleh tak blah dari hidup aku..aku tak kacau ko pon..so tak payah la nak menyibuk2 dengan hidup aku!! faham tak?? tahu tak, aku kalau boleh aku tak nak dengar nama ko lagi..tolonglah paham..even kalau ko jadi aku pon, ko akan benci gila dengan diri ko sendiri. kalau ko saje je nak menyusahkan aku..boleh blah la weyhhhhh!!

tolongla jangan ganggu aku dengan kawan aku. paham tak?? aku tak nak...aku mintak elok2 boleh tak jangan ganggu hidup aku lagi. dah lepas dah la...!! aku tak kesah ko dah menyesal ke ape ke..aku tak nak tahu pon apa2 pasal ko..okay?? tolonglah..jangan nak berbaik2 dengan aku..do not disturb my life!! I REPEAT..do not disturb my life..!! mind your own business.

BLAH DARI HIDUP AKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku dah gembira dengan hidup aku sekarang. so jangan spoilkan mood aku..!!

Friday 23 October 2009

rojak..

assalamualaikum...

erm..rindunya nak update blog semalam sedih giler tak dapat update. memang packed gila hidup aku semalam. mana taknya..mula2 kelas macam biasa sampai 2.30 ptg. then, kelas IRP math sampai 4 ptg which is very2 stress..!! math always kept me down...huhu. after that, ada taklimat utk budak2 mara sampai pukul 6 ptg. lepas tu, ingatkan sport carnival tak jadi. supposed sport carnival start at 5.15 pm. but then, sebab taklimat tu sport carnival dilambatkan, start pukul 6.15. serius penat gila!!!! waktu taklimat tu, memang aku tidur la. mampos la orang nak kata apa, aku mengantuk sangat! tak dapat dihalang...! memang ngantuk tahap dewa la..lepas tu, main la netball untuk rumah sukanku yang tercinta, CRIMSON KNIGHTS. red colour..^^ tau tak habis game pukul berapa.? pukul 7 lebih. habis game terus azan berkumandang.. so, meaning aku tak dapat dinner. sedih gila...!! dahla aku dok tahan lapar aku dari waktu taklimat tu lagi. last2, tak dapat makan..huhu.

aku pon balik la dengan muka sedih and menahan lapar..~_~ (hanya tuhan yang tahu, betapa sedihnya aku..) bila sampai je kat depan pintu bilik aku yang gelap tu, tiba2, baru teringat kunci bilik aku kat dalam bilik. aku tak bawak kunci pon waktu aku nak pergi match netball tadi. arghhh..apasal la jadi macam ni..? ish3. aku pon terpaksa pergi ke surau dengan keadaan yang busuk tu, dahla baru habis match, tak mandi pulak tu, masuk surau pulak.haih..runsing2..*_* then, bila aku dah dapat kunci, balik bilik, siap2, pukul 8 kena datang surau balik untuk dengar ceramah. tapi, ceramah kali ni memang best gila!!penat aku hilang dengar ustaz tu cakap. walaupun, benda2 tu dah biasa aku dengar tapi cara ustaz tu bercerita dan bercakap memang lawak la..haha. gamat satu surau tu..hik3.

okay, pada malamnya, aku tidur pukul 2 pagi menyiapkan lab bio report aku yang tertunggak. penat aku bersengkang mata, pergi blok f print report pagi2 buta. semata-mata kerana lab bio ku..hoho. at alst, habis sehari aku iaitu semalam 22 oct. it was a really aku lllllloooonnngggg day!!;)

nak cerita lagi, siapa yang baca full post nih, memang tabik spring la. sebab sanggup baca bebelan aku nih..hik3. refer to previous post..kan aku ada cerita pasal team mexico-buat board-boys tak nak buat kerja-etc. aku nak bagitau board kitorang menang no.2 tuuu..hahaha. gila kentang la..mana taknya kerja last minute boleh menang. kalau buat betul2 entah2 boleh menang no 1.hik3. perasan la aku nih..haiya~

hari ni, aku dapat borak dengan member2 lama aku. nazer yang kat mesir tu..and fathin yang baru habis final exam (matrix). ingat dapat msn dengan mimi tapi tak kesampaian. takpe mie, nanti kita boleh borak lagi..dont worry!!^^ lastly, aku baru je layan nur kasih. serius sakit hati dengan sarah tu. arghhh rasa macam nak cekik je sarah tu. umi, i mean pelakon tu sangat terer berlakon. sebab dia dah berjaya buat aku meluat tengok dia..hehe. amacam emosi tak aku.?ho3

okay...tu je kot. setelah banyak key yang aku dah tekan kat keyboard nih. jari pon nak haus dah..esok nak lawan carrom..haha. tak caya aku masuk carrom. actually, it's just for fun..!pray for me..^^exam nak dekat. puan ayuslina dah bagitau sekarang ekonomi tak okay, so, peluang nak ke UK semakin tipis. mara tak banyak duit. aku nak pergi UK. tak nak poland or czech or something else. insyaallah kalau ada rezeki aku nak pergi UK. doakan aku ye..orang2 kat kmb semuanya hebat2 belaka. kalah aku dengan diorang..rasa rendah diri owh duduk sini. takpe2..aku akan berusaha..insyaallah..!!

jaa ne~~

Tuesday 20 October 2009

it's.not.that.hectic!

assalamualaikum...

it's quite long time since i posted last entry. erm..i'm okay. until today, tuesday, this week is not hectic like i predicted in the last entry. one of the reason is the kmb sports carnival has been cancelled but the international fair is still going on. like what i said previously, my team chose MEXICO. so, we have to make a board to give some info about our country. and you know what, we're the girls were supposed to make the decorations for the board and the guys do the infos. the board has to be done before yesterday (monday) but what made us (the girls) freaking mad is when the guys did not did any of their work..anything!. seriously, we were reallllyyy pissed offf!!!! i feel like i want to send a bomb to them, the nuclear one!! when we said that they have to get their work done, can you imagine when one of the guys send this kind of message-->"kitorang x janji lagi..ho3" like hell...!seriously, you thought by sending message like that will make us laugh?? what-so-eva!!

but then, it's lucky to have girls like us who really good at doing everything. we were working from evening until midnight to make it done. and luckily, we did!! and then, the next day, we paste all the things we did. it was beautiful!! and i like it, eventhough it was a last minute work..! if i have time, i'll show you.^^and today, my mexico team was qualified for the next game, yeay!! well done teammates..!^_^ and one more thing, i helped my classmates who weren't my mexico group but ITALY group. they cooked spaghetti and lemon "shrubs?" (i don't know if the spelling is correct..) for the cooking competition. the food was great! i love it!! good job guys!!^_^

erm, i think that's all for now. all the best for those who taking their exams..!especially, my friends in matrix. mine will be at 2nd december..it's coming soon. and i didnt prepare anything yet..hik3.

till then, jaa~~

Saturday 17 October 2009

syok.laaarr

assalamualaikum...

it was a tiring day for me..! but then, it was also a great day for me.!
let me tell you the story...>>

erm..pada mulanya aku sakit hati sangat sebab benda ni berlaku dua kali di awal pagi which is bila aku excited nak cerita something kat kawan aku, dua2 kawan aku tu buat bodo je..takde feeling. nasib baik la kawan aku tu kawan yang agak jauh, i mean tak rapat la. so, sakit hati tu cuma sampai 30%.kitorang memang tak rapat sangat sebab tu la aku nak approach diorang. punya la excited..lastly, macam tuu je diorang layan aku..erm takpela aku tak kesah pon. ramai lagi member2 aku.. sombong pergi lombong la weyhhh~~

tapi, bila start je pukul 10 pagi, negative charges dalam hidup aku nih sudah menjadi neutral that is bila aku letak tapak kaki aku kat pdk bukit changgang. fyi, hari ni ada sambutan hari raya pdk tu (refer to previous post). best giler rasa bila kita dapat tolong orang and orang tu sangat menghargai pertolongan kita. rasa penat tu hilang at that moment jugak. macam tu la orang2 kat pdk (cikgu2 and budak2) tadi. bukan macam kawan aku 2 orang tu. kawan dengan budak pdk lagi best dari kawan dengan korang tau..*_*

pagi tu kitorang tolong2 siapkan makanan untuk jamuan. kitorang buat sandwiches dengan cocktail. cocktail laku tuuu!! credit to fiza..wa caya sama lu!!^^ then, bila start je majlis tu, kitorang tolong serve tetamu kat situ. tempat ambik makanan tu jadi port kitorang.!!hehe. makanan tak yah cakap la..banyak giler.!!! meh sini aku bagitau nasi himpit, kuah lodeh, kuah kacang, kek, kuih, rendang, cendol, dadih, laksa, and menu yang aku rasa paling menambat hati guests is AYAM GORENG!! seriously, memang aku pon terliur tengok ayam tu. sekali pandang macam ayam kfc!! sangat crispy..!! yummy!!

sepatutnya, kitorang kena buat persembahan tapi tak jadi. budak2 laki pergi menyanyi karaoke lagu raya. haha..actually, diorang terpaksa..nyanyi pon ermm entahla..hoho.^^ waktu kemas2 tu aku jadi minah jual cendol kejap kat situ.hik3. aku rasa lepas ni boleh la bukak kedai cendol..haha:) after berapa jam tu, kitorang tolong kemas balik. seriously, waktu mengemas rasa best sebab semua orang tolong menolong..! everybody try to give their own best to make sure that the place is clean and tidy!! tak pernah rasa mengemas tu satu benda yang syok macam tadi.hik3.

finally, pukul 6 kitorang blah dari situ balik ke kmb. dapat la makanan lebih majlis tadi..^^ save duit..! last words, thank you very much to pdk bukit changgang for inviting us. we were really glad to help..! nanti jemput kitorang lagi!!^^

p/s: gambar2 tak dapat tunjuk..semua pics dalam kamera orang. aku takde kamera. kalau aku baik aku letakkan ye..^_^

till the next post..jaa~~

Friday 16 October 2009

sabar.je.laa...

assalamualaikum...

erm..aku sehat jew hari ni cume aku tak senang hati tegok budak2 kmb yang balik hari ni..hish! jeles betol la..aku nak balik rumah..waaaa!!! actually, aku tak dapat nak balik this weekend sebab aku kena pergi pdk bukit changgang esok for jamuan raya. dari pagi sampai la petang. tolong akak2 kat situ lepas tu insyaallah kitorang buat persembahan kot..haha. malu aku..~_~ tapi aku tak menyanyi jadi props kat belakang jew..hik3.

aku dah boleh agak next week mesti hactic gila hidup aku kat kmb sebab ada dua major activities yang berjalan dalam 1 minggu which is KMB sports carnival..aku masuk netball and aku jadi ref!!^_^ second is international fair..team aku kena buat mexico. mesti hectic sebab everybody busy dengan kerja masing2 so takde siapa yang kesah sangat pasal 2 activities nih.. i mean, people kat kmb dah tak terlayan dengan homework yang melambak, inikan nak layan benda lain pulak. woo..seriuously aku dah rasa kesibukan menjadi pelajar IB but then aku rasa kesibukan aku nih tak seteruk ke'busy'an budak2 year 2 tu. tak dapat nak imagine la tahap kesibukan tu..gosh! how scary...!

okay, got to go. final hampir menjelma tapi si tuan punya blog nih tak ready apa2 lagi..ish3 teruk betol!! sedar2..karang dapat surat warning dari mara baru nak sedar..hik3.

till then,jaa~~

Wednesday 14 October 2009

talks.a.lot.

assalamualaikum...

erm..aku baru habis solat maghrib then terus grab laptop and online..haha. teruk kan aku nih..?! memang2...

okay, disebabkan post2 sebelum ni agak gloomy and tertutup sikit, so kali ni aku nak cerita banyak2 terbuka luas, takde bayangan dah..it's all about today!!^_^

first, pagi tadi, memang sejuk gila maybe sebab malam tadi hujan kan..so syok giler tido!! dari pukul 1 sampai la pukul 6 setengah baru bangun! ish3.. teruk betul!hik3..then, terus siap2 pergi CAS kat PDK bukit changgang..! erm..best! main buat doh lepas tu borak dengan budak2 pdk tu, lepas tu warna mural, bila pukul 12 kitorang kena balik dah. kelam kabut jugakla waktu nak keluar dari pdk tu. mana taknya bas dah tunggu kitorang, tapi kitorang still ada dalam pdk tu lagi..haha.

bila sampai je kmb terus balik bilik ambil laptop and terus pergi concourse buat essay for english..group aku kena buat poster about campaign for pink ribbon day to create awareness for society about breast cancer. alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar. kitorang cadang nak pakai baju pink waktu present tu, lepas tu diorang kata ada riben pink lagi bagus..haha. tapi, kitorang macam semangat gila sebab bukan kitorang buat campaign tu pon just buat essay jew. but still, i love to be in part of a very dedicated group!!<3

at the same time, hari ni hari undi kmb. just like what i said before aku tak buat undi rosak sebab takut kena grounded..haha. aku tak nak sebab aku nak balik rumah!! tapi, ada orang kata macamana SPR tu tahu kita yang buat undi rosak? erm..jawapannya tadi waktu aku nak undi, SPR tu dah siap2 pair kan nama kita dengan number. so bila dia tengok ada undi rosak dia boleh detect through number yang ada kat belakang kertas undi tu..nak tahu tak, aku undi perempuan je..haha. bukan sebab aku anti lelaki tapi sebab laki2 tu macam tak menarik perhatian aku untuk undi diorang..haha. sorry guys! but undi aku tak bagi apa2 effect pon aku rasa..hehe.

okay, ni ada cerita yang pelik dan interesting jugak la bagi aku. lepas habis english tu, pukul 3 terus pergi dewan selera sebab ada sport house meeting. memang aku, nab dengan leeya terkejut giler bila nampak dua ekor lalat nih make love kat atas meja kitorang..seriously, it's shocking!! macam tak percaya plus eiiww plus peliknya and macam2 lagi la. nab siap ambil gambar lagi..haha. p***o betol! hari tu, aku nampak cicak make love jugak kat kmb. memang belajar biology betol!! tapi, ada senior cerita kat aku lagi hebat, ada cicak make love kat atas katil kawan dia..wooo seriously gross..hoho~~

okay, tutup cerita tu..next after asar aku ada netball practice. makin lama aku rasa aku makin malas nak kejar bola..ish3 bella2..teruk betol. tapi, memang betol pon bila roomate aku ajak pergi jogging mesti aku tak nak sebab aku malas nak lari. tapi, aku rasa lepas nih kena jogging la karang lagi malas lagi teruk..

sekarang ni, aku dah download korean drama baru, you're beautiful, jang geun suk berlakon.. tapi, dress up ala2 korean rock star tapi lagu first yang diorang nyanyi tak rock langsung. btw, aku sedih sebab bila aku bukak video tu, takde subtitle hish! hampeh betol!!sedih2..*_*

okay, tu je kot yang aku nak cerita. amcam panjang tak post kali ni..haha^_^.
till next post..jaa~~

Tuesday 13 October 2009

not.feeling.good...still!

assalamualaikum...

huhu..
sedihnya..
tak tahula kenapa..
tapi,
rasa sedih sangat!!
huhu..
erm..
hati pon tak rase berapa sedap nih..
apa yang nak berlaku nih..
but still
i dont feeling happy..
maybe
becoz of...
erm..
i dont know..
~_~

Monday 12 October 2009

when.i.realize.everything.is.not.the.same..

assalamualaikum...

just want to express something to release my anger..a little bit..~_~

HOW STUPID AM I..
when i thought it's yellow
BUT
the truth is green...

HOW STUPID AM I..
when i thought it's lizard
BUT
the truth is cockroach...

HOW STUPID AM I..
when i thought it's japanese
BUT
the truth is chinese..

HOW STUPID AM I..
when i thought it's straight
BUT
the truth is a curve..

HOW STUPID AM I??
i think a lot!!
why can't i get it at the first thought??
even somebody aged 7 can see that?
what's wrong??
i'm a little sad and pissed off..!
something not fair is going on...*_*

but then,
thank god!
because of the HOW STUPID AM I
i can see that clearly..!!
thank you, ALLAH
for giving me the solution with the most concrete prove..!
alhamdulilah...^_^

bella,
just take a deep breath
and move on
focus on your dream!!
insyaallah..!
^^

keep winking..!!

bila.diorang.nak.tinggalkan.aku..

assalamualaikum...

like the title said, bila diorang semua nak tinggalkan aku..it's sad rite?? very sad for me..!!!
as for everyone, i mean my dearest friends want to leave malaysia...arghh!! can't take it anymore when everybody keep telling that they're going overseas. it's not about jealousy or what but it's a SAD feeling, really3 sad when now is not the same..! after this, i cant hang out with ain halil anymore..seriously, when she said she want to go al-azhar, i was really sad and kind of mad when she said it's tommorow..!! but ain, it's okay at least you tell me that, right??
this feeling biuld up even stronger when my very2 mr singam-tuition-friends, nadia and nadzir also went there. weyh!!! tinggal aku sorang je tak fly lagi!!huhu:(

but it's okay as i still have others high school friends who really2 stress with their final rite now..!hik3. korang all the best!!! to my friends in egypt and jordan, don't forget to ON YOUR YM!! okay?? seriously, sedih gila!! dah la tak dapat hang out dengan korang..hantar pon tak..alih2 terus fly..!!huhu-_-

okay, i had to delete this feeling for a while coz i've got malay test just another few minutes..gtg..bye2!!

^^

Sunday 11 October 2009

still.in.shock!!

assalamualaikum...

can't believe it when a morning person like me still didn't sleep and it already 5 o'clock in the morning.!!! from 1 am to 5 am...doing report and the most important thing enjoying new FO episodes!! FO episodes never made me sad...:::)))

happy222!!!

^_^

Saturday 10 October 2009

kerja.tolak.tepi.

assalamualaikum...

howdy?? pagi tadi baru je habis JPAM. haah..uniform body..serius aku tak suka waktu tadi. bukan aku je tapi mostly budak kmb tak suka. haha. normal la..siapa yang prefer kena kawad kaki sedangkan boleh tidur di pagi sabtu yang sejuk dan nyaman..! betul tak??! anyway, waktu aku lari tadi, i mean jogging la kan, aku teringat waktu aku jogging dengan budak bomba waktu aku sekolah dulu..lagu favourite yang akan budak smakl nyanyi..dengan suara yang tak sedap tu..haha. semua tu mengimbau kenangan aku kat sekolah dulu. seriously, most everything i did here, it will keep reminiscing me about my previous high school.!!

but, it's really okay as i have to keep moving forward and go on with my life! to mimie, my dearest fren, dont be sad, okay??! i know you can do it!! remember, dreaming about having same place to work where you're in the hospital while i'm in the lab..? yup, keep that in your mind, dr. mimie!! and for all my friends in matrix, all the best with your final!! and ayat favourite aku dengan miera, kawan sampai mati!! rite?!^_^

for the time being, i called myself as a freak where i love to spend every evening doing nothing but shoot the ball..even my senior said that too. hik3. sometimes, i think doing something like freak really satisfied myself. nothing bothers with that..!

alright, plan aku untuk UNDI ROSAK tak menjadi bila aku dengar siapa yang tak undi and undi rosak akan di-grounded!! no3..aku tak nak. maybe aku akan vote deskmate aku, jannah!! haha..jannah!! aku undi ko tahu. apa lagi, belanja la aku makan.hik3^^

till the next post..jaa!~~

Friday 9 October 2009

tersekat ke??

assalamualaikum...

okeyh..now it's already past midnight but amazingly, i didnt feel sleepy yet.!! why is it?? erm..i guess sleeping this evening really made the sleepiness go away. notice that i was really happy in the previous post..yup it's really made me but it's just a short term happy as it didnt give me any happiness in the future.. so, bella what for?? ( i'm talking to myself) just focus and focus!! your final will be in 8 weeks to go. didnt you feel the nervous or something?? so, make it, move it, do something, bella!!!!

i was pretty bad in my previous tests. yup, it was really upset me all the time. but i guess face it with no feeling is the best way to react!! haha..how was it?? nayhh..i dont think so. bella, do something or you will cry through all days in kmb..you better do that!

you see, i'm pretty lazy right now. that's why i write this..(^^)

okay, move on. now in kmb, there will be a pilihan raya. i forgot when but i think i want to make an UNDI ROSAK!!haha. i'm really bad, rite??! i dont know why but i didnt feel the eagerness to vote..i'm sorry my dear candidates, having me as one of your voters really screwed you up!!hik3. i dont know if i did a grammar mistake..i just write ikut sedap hati je...^_*

next, i was really glad that my agama presentation turned out really well. at first, i thought it will be a period for my dear classmates to shut their eyes and having some fantasy..haha.*_* seriously, it looked like everybody enjoy the presentation especially when jannah brought out her jiwang words..hoho~~

okayh..got to go!! bedtime^_^
jaa ne~~

Wednesday 7 October 2009

teehee:)

assalamualaikum....

there's something want to share..

I'M HAPPY!!

although i didn't know if it's true or not..

but through my view

it's really makes me happy!!

(^-^)





Tuesday 6 October 2009

what.should.i.do?

assalamualaikum....

finally, ada jugak masa untuk aku buat post baru..ahh rindu owh kat blogku nih..hik3.^-^
erm..aku baru je 1 hari lepas balik dari kasukma and fyi, team netball aku kalah...huhu. tapi, nak buat macamana takde rezeki. tapi, bagi aku, maybe usaha team aku tak sebanyak usaha team2 yang menang tu. mana taknya, kitorang semua 18 tahun but team lawan kitorang umur 20 tahun lebih..ada ke diorang panggil kitorang kmb nih budak sekolah.!! hello..? jaga sikit mulut okeyh?! kitorang lagi better dari korang, secara keseluruhannya..!!

okay, move on. hari ni aku rasa macam not my day lorhh. entah la it seems everything is not right.*sigh* dalam kelas, asyik ngantok je sampai semua orang nampak aku tidur.. rasa tak semangat nak belajar lahh.. tak tahu kenapa. errm..maybe sebab dah 4 hari turut2 kerja pergi tengok game lepas tu sorakkk ke for kmb team. ye kot?? alahhh..kenapa nak hujan pulak nih..niat di hati nak pergi turun court nak shoot..aku jadi gian la pulak nak shoot bola. ahaha..i called myself shoot addict!teehee~~

tadi, aku tengok video BOF. nampak la lee minho, kim hyun joong yang hensem tuh..adoi..! bila la aku boleh dapat balak2 yang hensem macam tu??haha. aku tahu jawapannya impossible tapi takpe la saje2 gedix nak berangan..haha;)

okayla..apa yang aku merapik nih?? kerja sekolah melambak lagi. tapi, biasalah homework takkan habis selagi aku tak habis IB..hik3. so, take a rest for a while and make a post!!

aku rasa tahap merapik aku dah sampai tahap dewa...hoho~_~

jaa ne..>>