Finding.what.actually.you.want

People always want they like
even though it's a wrong thing to do
whenever what they want is restricted from them
they said there's no freedom or this against the human right

How bad it is
as long as they like it
they say it's the right thing

Well, how do you know what's your like is the right thing to do?
Is it because you get support from the people who see what you do?
Actually, do you just want to do what you like
or you want to do what is right
called, the truth?

What's your evidence that's the truth?
Is it just based on your feeling and others'?
Human can go wrong
Human has limitation
Human even some of them, do not know whether they are true or not
How can that be?

To me,
It's a simple as what you actually want
The best 'feeling' or the truth?

If it's just the pleasure of yourself
then you're not gonna always find the truth
and not all the things you think are right is true
If it's vice versa,
then seek the truth.
If you just following the thoughts of human, then you'll somehow not gonna find it.

Look around you,
Look at the surrounding, nature and people,
there are tonnes of answers for the question of your truth.
Seek from it.

To make things easy, I would suggest you to find what's your purpose of life
why you, human, live here or exist?
Like a quote that I found before, Seek ye shall find.

Read Quran Chapter 2 Verse 30 and Chapter 51 Verse 56

My.wishlist.

Assalamualaikum wbt dear bloggie,

Alhamdulillah Allah gave me time to write for you. I just want to tip some of my wishlist that I really really really to achieve in these few years.

1. Memorising of AlQuran. (maybe like for juz 30, 29 &28 for beginning)
2. Memorising 40 hadith of imam nawawi's collection
3. Master the arabic language to the extant that when I recite the AlQuran I dont really need translation to understand it.

You know, listening to stories of two people who present in my life and I can say somehow they have the same way of life as mine, have memorised AlQuran for 15 juz and 11 juz is just so awesomeeeee! Seriously!

This sister of mine just started memorising AlQuran 6 years ago (during her tarbiyah period) and done for 11 juz! *jawdropped*. I was like, "what about you, bella? you have been in tarbiyah for like 5 years, how many juz have you memorised?!" *faint*

InsyaAllah I really need to manage my time to be able achieving this wishlist..may Allah give barakah in my life. allahumma amin.

Sweet.23

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah

Thank you Allah for so much love that you gave it to me and still giving me. I am blessed with all precious love and wishes that i received today.

At the same time, i feel so regretful for i was not pushing myself to do all out for dakwah & tarbiyah. Especially in my study.

May Allah pays all of every kindness with the best reward to Jannah. I am so humbled to receive this much love.

Great love comes with great responbility. May Allah strengthen our iman & make us tsabat in His road.

I love everyone for the sake of Allah. I have to improve more and more for the sake of Allah.

Alhamdulillah againnn.