Birthday.2022.

 Salam, 

I actually forgot to do this and just now I was reminded by accident of this thing so let's write it out! (I hope I don't forget it next year!)

1. What is your age now?

I am now 31 years old. Alhamdulillah! 

2. Describe yourself now? 

Alhamdulillah I am in my first year of marriage. I am so grateful and blessed to be given the chance to build a life together with my zauj (pasangan/husband). I am about to finish my working with NexAMS and still waiting for my master's paper to be accepted (it literally at the finalA stage now!) I also have received a great news yesterday alhamdulillah but still waiting for my love to grow well. Whatever happens, I love you, my dear! 

I could say I am actually at the time of my life alhamdulillah :) 

I currently live in rumah warden cause my zauj is a teacher and a warden as well. I work from home and will go to UM if needed. 

3. How do you find yourself now?

Alhamdulillah I find myself happy and comfortable but I am also feel worried of myself cause my amalan was not really good, especially my qiamullail. I hope I will get it improve as time goes by. I am still putting my effort to upgrade my hafazan and I haven't started my Arabic learning yet. Huuu. 

Overall, things are good now alhamdulillah. 

4. What is one thing that you really learn now?

I'd say do not let yourself invest in something that do not give you benefit especially in engaging things that make you feel stressful. 

Another thing, this is my first time feeling so hard and mujahadah to go out from house to go for dnt things i.e. usrah, program etc. Very very challenging!

5. State your current words that you always say now?

Abang. Sayang mintak maaf and terima kasih for everything. 

6. Any advice for past Bella?

You did well, Bella. Alhamdulillah your patience and mujahadah pay you off! <3

7. What do you want to tell future Bella?

I hope in whatever situation that you will find yourself in, stay with Allah. Hold on to Him. 

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I think that's all. Thank you!