i.just.realized.

assalamualaikum, everyone!

now, all of year 2 students are constantly in pressure which we have to go through for about more than 5 weeks. this IB final exam isn't something petty y'know.. but it the one of the most crucial that I have to tackle on. like insyaAllah like what rasulullah told us in hadith no. 19 (imam nawawi)

"Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you.." ~source~

dont worry, dear. if you believe in Allah, Allah will always be there to protect us. how sweet! ^_^

i dont know for what reason i type these words but i just feel like i want to share with all of you. let everyone in this world knows that ALLAH is the Most gracious, Most merciful. let everyone feel the love of Allah which one will never ever leave it when they get the chance. i mean, just take an example from those as-syahid and as-syahidah who were risking their lives just for the sake of Allah and we, what do you think?? ask it yourself. (wow..very sharp, huh?!)

no, it's not even the main story. that was just the mukaddimah of this post..(hehe). but as I was pushing myself to connect the dots (put the effort) to tackle all these things, sometimes I need a break for a while. to settle my mind and especially my soul. before this, I always think that 'if you wanna to relax your mind, go for this korean drama' or 'if you take a break, pleasure yourself with these unnecessary love songs'. 

i used to be that kind of girl who spent most of her days with something that she didnt ever get the Islamic value in it. yeah, it's not easy for me until today to get rid of all korean-japan-american thingy. it needs a lot of guts and also, friends.

alhamdulillah now i found some of the replacement of the jahiliyyah part of myself. if you know more about other stuffs that happens to be kind of same with these, do tell me that. i really, really, really, want to know it. sometimes, i will go to youtube and get video from ust. nouman ali khan. a great reminder, seriously. it's a good one because i am a person who is easily to get bored and sleep during a talk. if you feel like you want something cheer up your day and at the same time is not wasting your time, try go for ummahfilms video (or baba ali). a great sense of humour, i can say. 

or even you can have songs from any Islamic singers. you name it. maher zain, sami yusuf, mesut kurtis, native deen, zain bhikha, dawud wharnsby ali or even the malaysian nasheed artist! (my fave would be raihan..) my taste of music is not same to everyone. so , you have to search for yourself.! dont worry Allah counts every single that we do for the sake of Aqidah.

i know what i'm talking is not really the 'root' thing but i just share some tips so that you will a taste of it and who knows these will bring closer and closer to Allah. i ask myself not to waste my time, my youth for the sake of nothing. it's just not worth it at all.!

i think that's all. but unfortunately baba ali and ust nouman ali khan are in english. if you want the malay version, you can go for youtube. you know there are tonnes of very good video that can bring us closer to Allah. it's just the matter of how we use it, righto?!

okay, i must go now. anyway, have a nice day peeps. pray for me! strive for the best IB, world and the most important HEREAFTER. amin ya rabbal 'alamin..

^_^   

hiyaakkk!!

assalamualaikum...

first and foremost, all praises to Allah for letting me to have a very seconds of life. thank you Allah for everything! alhamdulillah...

and salutations to our prophet s.a.w for the most unbelievable moments of my life. all your acts and teachings had give everyone an inspiration to keep on moving in their lives. 

okayhh...move on.

i was just arrived from my kampong which is in perlis. alhamdulillah. i was having a really fun time there. playing with those children (i mean my nieces and nephews) had given me a fresh breathe because it was a long time that i haven't playing with those kids especially babies. alhamdulillah, Allah do listen to my prayer to meet with the 'small ones'..haha. getting a little boredom to mess around with big people who some of them have no reason but just keep challenging me inside out.

but then, all of the, i sholud say 'tribulation and joy' gave me a big lesson to survive and keep holding on to our principal of life which is the ISLAM is. many things were happening and sometimes it made me breathless.

anyhow, now, biiznillah, i'm all freshen up and i pray that my spirit will never be lower and lower as there many things to do and time waits for no men, aren't they? we cannot just waste ummah time.

48 days to go for final exam. woahh..there's a lot of things to revise on and one thing to remember, make this exam get us closer to Allah, not further away from Allah coz we have to bear in mind what's the purpose of us to live on this very world.

to anyone who puzzling around, there's still a lot of time to do before i go study abroad. now, i'm preparing for my final exam and if my IB point is good enough, insyaAllah new zealand is the next place to come. maybe aroud july 2011 or feb 2012. let Allah decides it and the most important is my job to work hard in every single thing just because of Allahu subhanahu wa ta'ala. 

allahummarhamna bil iman..
allahummakhtim lana bi husnilkhatimah..
amin ya rabbal 'alamin
^_^
  

a.very.different.side.of...

assalamualaikum...


it's 8th day of March and it's 3rd day of Rabi'ul Awal.. 


it's my dearest best friend's birthday..saidatul shamimi saifuddin. mimie, happy birthday dear! 


i am so sorry that i cannot have some time to talk to you, to chat with you, like we used before. yahh..i know it's already 2 years back when we were talking to each other via instant messaging. frankly to say, i really missed our moments together. 


even though i don't have the time to chat with you frequently, you're still my best friend ever. maybe, if we meet later, i believe there will be some awkwardness happens but i am so grateful to Allah if you still take me as your best friend. ^_^


i'll keep praying for your success to be a great scientist!! hehe.. may Allah bless you and keep holding on to Allah's words coz Allah knows the best for you. 


"Allahumma fighli zunubi wa li ukhti"
~O Allah, forgive my sins and also my sister's (friend's)~


seriously, i really looking forward to spend time with you. biiznillah (if Allah permits) we're gonna meet soon or later. but now, there's so many things to do as the IB final exam has 56 days to go (much-freaky-me).


again, to say, 


as this beautiful day passes by,
to let you know that everyday's fresh breeze that you feel,
is one of Allah's creation, 
and we are one of His creation,
and Allah loves His servant who remembers Him all the time,
so i pray that we are the ones of those humble servant.
amiin ya rabbal 'alamin.


much love, 
bella.