pray.

assalamualaikum...

Ya Allah..Alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah for giving such a wonderful life. alhamdulillah for giving me a chance to get know You and Your prophets especially Muhammad saw. it's a bliss.!

please Ya Allah, give us a chance to do umrah. allow us to go there (madinah and makkah). it will be one of Your GREATEST gift i ever receive!!

I WANNA GO THERE WITH MY FAMILY, SERIIIIOOOUUSSSLLLYYY!!!!!!

please make me strong! dont let me change back to the 'old' me who was a very realistic and physically-judge in her life. like what my naqibah said,

"Bila nampak orang jangan tengok luaran dia, cuba tanya apa khabar rohnya? rasa2nya gemuk ke kurus??"

p/s: they are very eager. what about me??

photography

assalamualaikum...

alhamdulillah. sampai juga separuh ramadhan. thank you Allah.
current addict : mesut kurtis burdah (ni semua gara2 ainah..x henti nyanyi lagu ni..huahuahua)

satu hari nanti,
bila aku ada duit yang banyak..
akan aku beli sebuah kamera yang berteknologi tinggi
seperti mana yang selalu dibawa oleh budak2 photography club kmb tu..
tapi aku tak nak besar2 la.

tapi kenapa eh??
sebab fyi waktu aku kecik2 ambition aku nak jadi translator and photographer
amacam? pelik tak?? hehe
but still, minat aku terhadap gambar2 ni tak pernah putus.

akan ku beli suatu hari nanti
akan aku rakam setiap penciptaan Allah di bumi ini
akan aku rakam setiap kejadian Allah di muka bumi ini
akan aku buktikan bahawa jika muslim itu benar2 beriman dan beramal soleh, dia akan memahami hakikat alam yang sebenar
hakikat alam itu ialah makhluk Allah juga
hakikat takdir itu yang merupakan hak Allah semata-mata

setiap unsur alam yang ditangkap merupakan bukti betapa indahnya ciptaan Allah
tak ada yang dapat melawan
jika ada yang dapat mencipta..hanya seorang pelukis yang meng'imitate' alam semulajadi
tak kesah...imitate atau inspire from the surroundings
itu bukan krisisnya

apa yang pentingnya
aku suka jika suatu hari nanti
gambar2 yang aku tangkap membuatkan ummah mengenal kembali siapa tuannya
mengagumi setiap penciptaanNya
memikirkan masalah ummahnya

    in a simple words...
bilamana mereka melihat gambar2 itu, mereka kembali kepada tujuan hidup mereka.
back to their basic of life..!

p/s: aminnn...

ada.apa.dengan.hari.ini?

assalamualaikum..salam ramadhan.

alhamdulillah baru saja habis training netball dari 8 sampai 10 pagi. walaupun puasa tapi training tetap ada. penat? memangla penat. tapi, at least kita gunakan kesempatan ini untuk rasa bagaimana rasanya menjadi ahli perang badar. bayangkan 313 muslim yang sedang berpuasa menentang 1000 tentera musyrikin pada 17 Ramadhan 2 Hijrah.

bukan ke benda tu mustahil untuk menang? dahla sikit bilangannya plus dengan puasa lagi...?

so, apa kunci kejayaannya? what is their secret recipe?
to me, every muslim should know this, rite?

there is nothing can make us as a weak person. we are strong! because of what???

we've this faith. this confidence. that ALLAH is the one who give us STRENGTH. He, the one, who is the GREATEST. so, when we depend on Him. we'll not worry whatever comes. we believe we can get throught it. because Allah is there beside each one of us..!

therefore, why do we have to be afraid?

so...that's what every muslim should feel.

nowadays...where can we find these type of muslim.?
i believe we can see it everywhere. but i want to give you a really good example. as we know today...21st August. back years and years ago..what happened in palestine??

fyi, today is the remebrance of Al-Quds. where our 3rd sacred mosque had being burnt by a crazy person (yah, right?! as if i'm going to believe it???)

shall we take all of muslim there as the example...? they never give up until now..! every single day, children are being killed, men are being taken away from their family and women are educating their sons to become the next as-syahid.   

they didnt know the word --> L-O-S-T. all they think about is just ALLAH and HEREAFTER. that's what we have to chase for. insyaAllah. 

come on, brothers and sisters. let us be the next Ansarullah! amin...^_^

"Sesungguhnya kamilah penolong-penolong agama Allah.." (61: 14)

FOREVER PALESTINE LYRICS

Mother don’t cry for me I am heading off to war

God almighty is my armour and sword
Palestine, Forever Palestine
Children being killed for throwing stones in the sky
They say to their parents don’t worry, God is on our side
Palestine, Forever Palestine

Mother don’t worry when they come for us at night
Surely they’ll be sorry when God puts them right
Tell me why they’re doing what was done to them
Don’t they know that God is with the oppressed and needy
Perished were the nations that ruled through tyranny
Palestine, Forever Palestine

Children of Palestine are fighting for their lives
They say to their parents we know that Palestine is our right
They to say to their parents we’ll fight for what is right
They say not to worry God is on our side
They say we’ll die for Palestine
Palestine, Forever Palestine

p/s: get yourself updated about muslim in pakistan too.     

a.tutorial.for.everyone.

assalamualaikum..

salam ramadhan, everyone.

alhamdulillah, aku masih dapat bernafas dan dapat mengingatiMU. semuanya dengan izinMU.

*for this time being...walaupon, tak deep sangat tapi masih cukup tazkirahnya.*

sometimes, Allah nak uji setakat mana kekuatan mujahadahku.
kadang2, ada saja jahiliyah terjamu. tak kisahla korea ke, jepun ke, novel ke, lagu2.

memang. aku mengaku, kadang2 rindu jahiliyah datang tanpa dijemput. parah.

counter back!! haiyak~~ remember this..nikmat iman lebih best bila kita dapat mengalahkan perasaan rindu jahiliyah tu. lagi besar rindu jahiliyah itu, lagi tinggi the degree of the satisfaction dapat melawan nafsu itu. *rasa macam nak jadi karakter kartun which is bila dia dapat kalahkan musuh dia, then dia akan ketawa berdekah2..huahuahua*

in a way, kalau kita dapat reflect balik actually Allah uji kita sebab nak naikkan lagi darjat kebahagiaan kita. banyakkan lagi pahala kita. Allah nak bagi kita dapat lagi banyak kebaikan. that is kasih sayang Allah. di mana kita tak perlu pon nak memikirkan cara untuk meraih cinta Allah. just ingat dia sentiasa, lagi2 bila datangnya cabaran dan dugaan. itulah klimaks kasih sayang Allah pada kita.

tiba2, teringat kata2 sahabat seorang ni, dia kata, sahabat dia kata, bila seseorang itu diuji, analoginya, seseorang itu macam dalam cahaya yang berkilau-kilauan di mata Allah. seseorang itu dapat perhatian Allah. 

alangkah bestnya. alangkah!!

kawan2 yang menolong seseorang itu menempuhi ujiannya, hanya seperti menumpang cahaya kilauan itu. hanya dapat menumpang sahaja. how lucky we are, rite?! setiap masalah yang Allah beri, itu adalah kasih sayangNya. believe it!

last words for now, be positive, people! that is the way a Muslim sees in every single thing. ramadhan kareemm.

^_^

And whoever desires the Hereafter and strives for it, with the necessary effort due for it (i.e. do righteous deeds of Allâh's Obedience) while he is a believer (in the Oneness of Allâh— Islâmic Monotheism), then such are the ones whose striving shall be appreciated, (thanked and rewarded by Allâh).

17:19

[http://quranexplorer.com/index/Sura_017_Al_Isra_ISRA_THE_NIGHT_JOURNEY_CHILDREN_OF_ISRAEL.aspx]

the.problem.is.me.

assalamualaikum..

i wanna say sorry for being myself that i say you cant accept it, rite?!
i know i'm cruel. that's why i wanna change. but, somehow, it seems so hard for me to change my attitude.
now, you know rite who is truly me..
i mean, i am soo sorry!
sometimes, that is ME. but, i dont know why. but, when i'm doing like that. it's because there's something i wanna prevent inside of me. it's like a hustle bustle city down there.

you were always say that I always get mad at you. and you know what, i am NOT! but, i do admit that people always misunderstood me and i'm okay with that if it seems to happen to you because it always happen since i was little.
even, sometimes, before this ( when i was a kid) my family did that.

but now, i started to change a little bit. and i start it with my family. and friends? i've THIS experience and since that incident, i made promise to myself about ....... and now, i just started to change it just because of you.

i know you mad and hurt because of me. and you know what..it mess me up. i try so hard to cheer you up and to follow your mood and it's just not happening.

my family knew this ( i've this short term emotionless disease) and i know it's NOT GOOD.

but still, i wanna tell that i am SORRY and i hope you dont give up with me and if you do, i understand. it's in my genes, which is to cover my emotion. i admit sometimes, it's an EGO.
i've loads of it. i admit.

so, luckily to tell that this is the sign means you are a person who is close to me. and again, i say i am SORRY! 

please. i hope it will NOT disturbs our responsbility.

YA ALLAH, YA GHAFFAR, IGHFIR ZUNUBANA!!!

this is just the beginning of my obstacles for this week.

ya allah, you are my source of strength. please ya allah. make me think of YOU everytime to keep me strong!!!

month.of.happiness.

assalamualaikum..

soorry to all readers because my blog is messyy!! i know, it's quite disturbing. i'll try to find time to fix it up, kay? so, shall we change our mind for a moment to look only the content not the outer part of it. wahhh..wahhh

so, shall we celebrate this party??

i mean....

party of ibadah!!!

let's seek for the GREATEST happiness everrrr!!

ahhhhhh~~~ cant wait!!

so, readers! happy ramadhan to u guys...!! ramadhan mubarak. insyaAllah, let Allah give the deepest meaning of ramadhan to us. i hope that we can find the key to our happiness, our ABSOLUTE LOVE, Allah!!

my goal will be to khatam alquran this ramadhan. 
pray for me!

ya Allah i cant wait to fast in ramadhan..^_^
take care, everyone!!

jaa ne~~

ramadhan karim......:)

apologise

assalamualaikum....

dearest girls,

i'm sooo sorry.
i cant make it to go to smkakl for the open day!
i've netball match tomorrow
so, i cant go outing

it's really really really sad to make this decision
i wanna meet u gurls
BADLY!!

if u go there and meet them
do send my regards to them
insyaAllah one day
we'll meet somehow~~~

not.me.who.made.this!!

aku melihat dunia hari ini

orang-orang islam ibarat dibelenggu orang-orang kafir

samada disedari ataupun tidak

akhirat mereka luput

dunia pun tercicir

budaya jahil tidak diambil peduli

facebook.... korea..... twilight...

tidak sedarkah dikau wahai sahabat

cakera mu sedang diserang

si mata biru sedang ketawa berdekah-dekah

melihat manualmu jauh dari pegangan

melampau-lampau dalam hiburan

khayalan keterlaluan

teruk.. tak tertaksir orang-orang yang karam


si mata biru menjadi role model

"kami mengikut civilised people" ,katanya

walau hakikat kita pernah BANGKIT mendahului mereka
 apa tidak yakinkah kau menjadi seorang yang bernama
engkau tidak pun kehilangan nama
sama-sama bernaung di bawah nama MUSLIM
apa ertinya kau berada di dunia ini??????!!!!!!
sekadar meningkat dewasa
berjaya meraih segulung ijazah
pingat-pingat bertakhta rapi di dalam kotak kaca
punyai teman hidup dan cahaya mata
kemudian APA???!!!!!

sekadar terkejut dengan terpacaknya batu nisan
kerna nyawa sudah tidak dikandung badan rupanya....



dengan apologi diucapkan kepada syed naquib al-attas


nukilan sendiri...


(wan nurazza)

escapade.at.1.in.the.morning.

assalamualaikum...

tonight, this uneasy feeling is all the way on top of my head. in its own amplitude. soooo helpless. nothing more i can do. i dont know why. everything turns upside down. sooo sad yet sooo dont wanna think about it. it mess up my mind. all the works gave me no time to think of those problems. especially with people surrounds me.

but, suddenly this song really touched me...soo deep. really express my feeling of need now. really suit.!! i kept on playing it again and again. cause it meaning a lot to me up until now. 

You came to me in that hour of need

When I was so lost, so lonely

You came to me took my breath away

Showed me the right way, the way to lead

You filled my heart with love

Showed me the light above

Now all I want Is to be with you

You are my One True love

Taught me to never judge

Now all I want is to be with you

 

You came to me in a time of despair

I called on you, you were there

Without You what would my life mean?

To not know the unseen, the worlds between

 

For you I’d sacrifice

For you I’d give my life

Anything, just to be with you

I feel so lost at times

By all the hurt and lies

Now all I want is to be with you

Showed me right from wrong

Taught me to be strong

Need you more than ever

Ya Rasul ALLAH

You came to me

In that hour of need

Need you more than ever

Ya Rasul ALLAH

somehow, the lyrics made me smile again to see there's always more than what I imagined, I mean Allah never let His servant lost without no clue cause He is Ar-Rahman, Ar-Rahim...still THANK YOU ALLAH!!

ALHAMDULILLAH...~~~~

^_^